no more study meh?

since last Tuesday i went out with my friends, i came back to PD~ and i will stay here until i start my college again? my uncle ask me:'' stay office growing mushrooms again?'' (means nothing to do just sit to take care the shop). Everyday on9_ing. Everyday eat_sleep_eat_watch TV. duhh~ i dont want these kind of life.

1 week almost asked by surrounding people, "no more study meh?'' ME answered: '' hahaha..no lar!~ graduated ready, waiting for my results". Them:" so is helping ur mum in office lar? good lar~help parents, no need study anymore" ME:" hahahahaa.. no lar!~ (...) fuck u all~im not willing to stay PD for my whole life. can i go study to run away from all of this?

- DO NOT COP ON ME THAT I REALY NEED TO STAY HERE TO HELP MY PARENTS-
-你们越说,我越想逃-

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advance? degree? degree? advance?
argghhhh~ burst with both of this! do i realy need to choose? actually i studied 2 yrs Diploma in tarc, canot say i didnt gain any knowledge frm tarc, i gained. From 0-5~ i know what i needed now~ what is Graphic Design. actually i do realy like to study what im study_ing now~ but time flied. Finished! to avoid staying in PD~ i choose to further study. at first im decided to continue advance diploma in tarc, but my frens say worst to stay back in tarc, bcoz what they teach is basic only. what we gained is basic too. we cant cari makan after we are going to work soon. ( im realy with this statement -.-ll) so another suggestion is MMU, which is degree. that day we went and ask for our course outline. i found is quite good.

MMU- 3yrs degree. 6sems to study, more focus on design's work. almost full coursework.
Tarc- 2yrs advance diploma, 4sems to study, half theory half design's work, last 3months go oversea to get degree.

i dont know i want to choose which college, bcoz my frens tat going to MMU is mostly guys. only me and another girl is intend to go there. 其实我很害怕,因为新的环境。我必须从新开始,也许以前刚开始选课的时候。进到班上没有一个女生,全部都是男生。那种恐惧深深影响了我~所以从此有点害怕自己一个人。对不起,我必须承认这是事实。

going to MMU, we need to get prepare with our portfolio (what we did etc drawing, design or any else related to design). i hv checked bk n found all my drawings. i realy did learned somethings from tarc. hahaha.. i found bk my 1st sem drawing, it wrote there "new student". hahaa.. stil fresh in my mind. whn d 1st time i entered my class. =] it is a sweet memories.

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lalalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. help me pls~ -.-ll

done

actually im nt prepared to blog anythings here~
what i want to say is~
im graduated!~ since d exhibition finished, i was free~

what was sad is~ D2 are going to separate~
TT''


- D2, Fui -

for you..! fucker

damn pissed off you..! dont think you are only the one who manage to complete all the work! fuck you gao gao! if u think you manage to get it successfully, dont think of it! because of your "brillant" brain?! TOTALLY NOT.. is because of your fucker face! if u able to complete it by yourself, go ahead! dont beg people on helping you!!! fuck you!

after ask people, then ask people "GI GAT"! walao.. because that is your friends! you wan your face only!!! fuck you.. damn u !!!!!!!!!!!!!! arghhhhhhhhhhhh... how com i ll be the same group with you?! because your fucker face!! people dont agree you to enter our group, u urself said we want u to join us!!!! damn all.. whole class are looking see who wan you!!! say many reasons because you dont wan people to hardly accept you, is people dont wan u to join them!!!


damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.....


6.04.10 -8.05pm-

ended..

我只能说,我很忙..
最后一个星期了~尽量享受快乐的时光~

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