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For 31th last post in 2010, refresh back what I gain in year 2010:
- successfully graduated my Diploma
- went for my first oversea trip, Bali at Chinese New Year time
- entered MMU to continue my studies, officially Degree student.
- lost one of my friendship
- got my first DSLR wit my ptptn loan
- others realy cant remember well

While for the coming year 2011, what I need to do:
- more hardworking for my studies
- more clever
- more
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* blank's part fill in when i think off the wish*

That's all~ bye for my year 2010, I happy with year 2010 but I hope can be more happier in year 2011! For you and me~ =]

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还有两天，最近都能看到别人缅怀2010年发生的事情，所有开心不开心都一次清代，即将迈入2011年~
所以我也因该写下我2010发生过的事情，哪怕有一天突然不见了，还有些记忆保留在这里：
2009年以前所写下的：

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IMPORTANT IS YEAR 2010, because im goin to graduate soon~~~...
- hope to continue study, dnt stay home
- hope v can stil remain d same relationship
- hope can c D2 in Advance Dip
- hope to gain more knowledge, improve my eng
- hope to fly, gv me freedom
- hope to go travel wit frens
- hope to get a bf ^^
- hope to get a realy best frens + buddy
- hope tat i can pass n graduate my DIPLOMA
- lastly, dnt hope too much ..@@


*301209, 8.37pm*

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一个一个检查一下：
- hope to continue study, dnt stay home
我做到了，因为我现在还继续读书

- hope v can stil remain d same relationship
这个失败了

- hope can c D2 in Advance Dip
这个失败了，因为我跑去别的学校了~

- hope to gain more knowledge, improve my eng
这个失败了，因为我的懒惰~

- hope to fly, gv me freedom
这个失败了，因为我还是一样，没变~

- hope to go travel wit frens
这个？还像没有实现~

- hope to get a bf ^^
这个？失败！~

- hope to get a realy best frens + buddy
这个？失败！~加失败~

- hope tat i can pass n graduate my DIPLOMA
成功了~但是成为遗憾，因为只是pass而不是merit

2/9成功，7/9失败~
答案：2010没有能期待的

*301209, 8.37pm* 曾写过这句话：
朋友，珍惜现在的我，因为到这一分钟为止，我还是你的朋友~哪怕有一天我们彼此忘记了对方，相遇在某个路口，但我们只是擦肩而过！
~缘分让我们相遇，缘分让我们分开~

那今天的我们呢？
record back the previous post, you are the one who always leave message for me

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3 days from now, end up 2010..
any wish for the coming 2011?

Yes I have..
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I have 10 wishes for year 2011.. try to make my wish com true.. cross finger**
give me a big smile + hug =]

*for you, thanks for concern, I'm good now..

191210

drive night car again.. hate myself of being such lazy..
no choice, i cant change it..
is week 8 or 9 or 10 now?..
im going to end my semester again?..

arghhh.. time passed, but nothing has changed much..
is still the same..
I Hate It..

111210

看了本书后，想取个化名~

叫我“石五”

别了圣慧~

我就是石五 *~*

081210

放假了~比别人迟了两天才开始我的假期！~因为要赶功课~
这几天和朋友呆在一起的日子多了很多~
看和做东西时都是两个人~
我承认我的脾气~不比他人好~

但是

yea huu~ is time to start my 颓废的日子~for first few days, let me enjoy 1st.. =]
parents not around~ im the queen for now~ XD

051210

很久没有等火车。
很想念~

very peak with assignment~
i enjoy_ing

301110

OMG.. my getting worst, i cant control my temperature ..SHIT..
im getting worst and worst...
almost happen accident......
pray hard,
KHOO SENG FUI...
control ur mind...calm down each time YOU drive..
please~


T_____________________________T

291110

今天又是那种感觉~
又一次发现我不在你的profile里~
啊~相隔半年了~还是一样~
最好把自己的fb关了~
一了百了~

很想很想跑去
T...........................................T

然后还是一样的
T_________________T

累了就去睡~
什么都不想~
黑色还是黑色~

吃着我爱的巧克力蛋糕，
但是没有让我开心地感觉~
~

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今天我看到你叻~
大概四年将没有看到你了~
最近还好吗？
我站在你旁边，你却不认得我~
你变了~我也变了~哈哈~
很想叫你的名字，但是我怕我在你的回忆里消失了~
算了吧~
在你的旁边五秒也算值得开心的事，因为四年后的今天还看到你~
看到你，好像回到以前的我~
常在同个地方，同个时间往你的班上看~

哈哈~
回忆永远都是最美的~

251110

Each words that I said out, there must be shooting words back from ......

LOLs.. listen to what I say..
I'm here *wink*

原来以前每天说，同组里必须听从他人的意见~
今天来到我身上，
原来是件困难的事情~

因为
我听，你讲，你接受~
我讲，你听，你不受~
我无奈。
我无言。

i poke you, you poke me.. hehe XD

231110, 925pm

表达能力越来越差叻~
很辛苦的表达我想讲的东西~
如果能找到一个朋友，我不用讲，但她知道我要什么。
那我就省了我的力气~
有时很想很想把我要的东西讲出来，但是就是很难开口。

现在就很想让你们懂我要讲什么，但是你们就是不明白~
现在的心情就是这种~

9.25pm
OMG.. hardly get what i wanna speak out,
so be emo awhile, not to reply anything.
Zzz

任我放纵

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当你讨厌一个人的时候，尽量把讨厌人的表情收起~
假装什么事情都没发生。那就是人生最高的境界~
如果你把表情展现出来，只会伤到别人和自己~

今天朋友说道，如果她被别人冷落，而她自己也有感觉的话，她是不会再出现在那些人的面前了。
我不能，因为我还有很久很久~很久很久的过我每一天~

慢慢累计勇气~
然后开始自己在呐喊~

现在彩虹的颜色，
我只剩下了黑色。

一瓶可爱的糖果

哥哥买了一瓶可爱的糖果~
乍看之下，有点不舍得吃~但是试吃后，这糖果真的很好吃叻~
打算让它成为我圣诞节送给人的礼物~ ><''

每当心情不好的时候，吃上甜甜的食物，真的能让我开心回~
所以现在我的心情是开心的.. C=

Problems come before solutions out~
one mountain cannot hide two tigers ~ crap the problems!~

因不因该坚持自己的立场？还是听取他人？
记得~不要把表情放在你的脸上~因为这样会让我觉得我错了~

我们因该表现出不问不闻，不听不看~
就像我和你~
连一句再见都没有~
我算得了什么？
一个屁咯~

对不起~让你难做了~
开始就不因该把我放进你们的圈子~XD

“ 我的勇气已经用完了 ”

从朋友的口中听见这句话~
原来做什么事情都是要勇气的~

哈哈~ ==V

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today got the feeling, but i dont know how to speak it out..
i just be aside rather than staying over there..

我们太明显了？也许大家都有将同感吧~
自然点~
加油~

面对你，我只有害怕~
为什么有将的感觉？

最近我爱...又爱..

最近我爱.....

爱在红绿灯前玩时间，算出最快的时间看红灯变成绿灯~所以我不是看前面的红绿灯而踩油
向前冲，而是看左看右算的红绿灯~
那天，当我算准时间，刚好红灯变成绿灯~踩油~冲~突然间看到一位黑黑的印度安娣在我前面。当我的车子走着的时候，动到她了~像似闯到的感觉~但就是没有事情！~ 还好，谢天~

最近我爱.....

乱乱割车，当我看到乌龟车在我前面，我就很想割他~或是乱乱按比比~或是乱乱打灯（打灯只能在晚上发挥作用）乱乱来~看电视新闻，这好象是种病~普通没驾车的时候，是个好人~当驾车的时候，就变成另一个人。昨天从KL回家的时候，遇见乌龟在我前面，刚好碰在红绿灯，所以发挥了第一的作用，算了红绿灯后~踩油~冲~右转割他~哪里知道后尾来了更厉害的~在我割他的时候，割了我跟他~把我给吓死~差点点就~bye bye~

最近我又爱.....

浪费时间~不爱做功课~

最近我又爱.....

跑快车~看着油表慢慢的上~110km, 120km, 130km~我还没收~死了~那天来不及踩blek~就中招~但是我就是享受跑很快很快~然后头脑放空的一直踩油踩油踩油~

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每天做着一样的东西，
看着一样的人，
驾驶在一样的马路，
看着一样的红绿灯，
听着一样的声音~

但唯有每天都是不一样的感觉~
这星期有点不好的感觉，
一直感觉会发生车祸~
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对了，最近我也爱.....

在你面前变成透明~
~对不起~

going to buy my DSLR sooon~ is 2moro ~ heheee~ XD

最后，最近我也爱.....

拍照~hahaaaaaa~ C=

what the fuck coming out from my minds now~ i hv no ideas at all~~~ F F F F F F F!~
lecturer asks me to draw monument, i drew like 坟墓碑 =.=ll
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=] v

I'm just thousand miles being in front of you.
Do care my feelings.
That's all.

我要向天空仰望~
拜托给我看到希望~

很多的是是非非~每天像连续剧将在我面前上演~
真真假假~都不知道哪个是对的~全部都带着面具，面带笑容，心藏暗刀。
我的天啊~我只想快乐享受我的大学生活~
让我尽情地享受，陶醉经此~

第三个星期了，仿佛像在第三天~
功课不要找我，我也不要找功课~我们各分东西吧~

ps** 朋友~放弃啦！放手会更好，双手紧握，你得到的只有手里的东西，哪在手外的东西呢？

message from singapore~

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感恩羞辱毁谤你的人。
静心一想，要不当时有这些无理刁难你的人，你怎么能从委屈中擦干眼泪、勇敢站起来？
而那些伤害过你的人，
也不成为了你的恩人吗？
人只有在遭遇挫折，被他人百般挑剔、歧视、嘲讽时，
才能 [ 打醒自己 ]，让自己更小心，更努力，
而惊醒过来！
这岂不是一生中最珍贵的一课？
如果现在的挫折，能带给你未来幸福，请忍受它。
如果现在的快乐，会带给你未来不幸，请抛弃它。
生命中的每个挫折、每个伤痛、每个打击，
都有的它意义。
微笑面对生命。

Forgive all those who have hurt you.
Not for them, but for yourself.
Forgiveness has the greatest healing power.

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*received this msg at this night, it gives me the strength*

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I'm being jealous of that.. *~*
When can i have it?

and i been found that, I'm the poor want, with the low CGPA.. shit

results C=

my results in out...
out of my expectation..
i passed all...~hahahaaa.. all B, only 1 subject got C+.. C+ is almost failed ><''
bcoz of tat C+, it low down my CGPA ...ZZzz..~
but than still satisfied.. C=

I can said that, coursework's marks realy helped a lotttttt....

This trimester, I hope can do well toooo..
to increase my CGPA...
as i wish b4 i enter MMU..
group assignment_i do changed to work with others geng..
HOPE THAT WE CAN WORK WELL

加油~因为我要笑到最后~

story

班上出现童话般的故事：有朋友被暗恋了。
但暗恋的对象是她不喜欢的~所以逼用无数的魔法来避开，让那男生自难而退。
可怜的他，也许她不是你真的的公主，你的玻璃鞋必须却下，另找公主。

而我是恶魔，帮忙公主的仆人，像故事般的在欣赏~
heheeheee*evil smile*

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进入状况了，我被现实打败。被逼像现实投向。可怜的我~
像一位只有肉体而没有灵魂的小妹妹


am i smiling? or else......

对了，看到你，好像尴尬了！····· @@'' 我的帅哥，别跑~

new

I'm going to start my 2nd trimestar at tomorrow.
Are we going to be the same? or else it will be different? =]

部落格里绕圈圈

「姑娘，请自重。」

「大师何出此言？」

「您犯贱了。]

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在别人的部落格里看到这句话~
特别有种感觉。
直接，洒脱~

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今天一个大男生在班上拼命用双手擦拭止不住的眼泪，看了都好难过。
''不要哭啦，等下放学后老师去买冰淇淋来给你吃，ok？''
像哄小孩一样，我笑咪咪地对他说。还有一群男同学在扮女人逗他笑~

下午三点，我顶着大太阳出门寻找冰淇淋；
一个小时后，拎着两大盒巧克力冰淇淋出现在他们的烹饪室。

一室的惊讶。

特地选择盒装，那么班上22位同学一人舀一口分着吃，会很开心吧？
没错，我是这么想的。想让他知道，老师和同学们都与他同在呢！
''没有什么事是会绊倒你的，雨过总会天晴朗。要坚强哦~''


当老师不开心的时候，谢谢那些认真说要请我吃冰淇淋的小朋友。
三点一到马上冲出校门，只为了在最快的时间内把巧克力冰淇淋送到我手中。
感动。

当学生愿意在老师面前真情流露，我想这就是师生关系的最高境界。
谢谢你们敞开的心扉，好想就这么一直当你们的华文老师呢~ 哎


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在别人的部落格里看到这句话~
一位老师对于学生的热情，一位学生对于老师的信任。
那是多么美好的回忆。

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爱在别人的部落格里绕圈圈，
认识或不认识。
因为这能看到不同的人不同的感觉~
当看到别人的失落，是时候想起自己的庆幸。

holiday mode

人生难得有知己那该多好~
但是我总是羡慕别人的好~
听到别人说，某种朋友，虽然坐着但是没有对话，都不会感觉尴尬。
要到哪一天我才会有将的朋友？

突然间希望时间快转，彼此距离一公分，但感觉像是一万公里。

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CHANGED MODE:

follow me say yea XD~ follow me say huu :p~.. yeahuu~~ im officially ended my 1st sem! yday i done my last paper, KOREAN..whn d time i split the exam paper, is just like nightmare for me..~all korean words pop up, and i cant read through all those korean words. (due to im a beginner level, hehehe) but luckily, i go through one word by one word, im stil able to understand some of them, den main teka teki lur~

hahahaa..for those who is reading this post, YOU << dont turn and look bside!!~ cross your finger and bless me to pass all my paper for these. i dont wan to resit, abothan it ll b vry seui~

NOwwwwww what should i do for my 2weeks+ holidays? .. i guess i shall look for some freelance's job in website. first i can earn $$, second can know more about my design's skill, see which level am I in..Againnnn cross your fingers to bless me to get one freelance's job. i alrdy email for one company, hope that they are still employee students to designs. And tats all~ it is my temporally plan for now.

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有时候，黑白里要带有点颜色才美~

有时真的要顾下别人的感受~加油~

combo 4 exam papers..

im officially finished my combo 4 days non stop exam papers~ fuhuuuuu~~~.... nxt paper is at next sat, my foreign language, KOREAN paper~ aniohaseyo~ hehee~ conclusion for the 4 exam papers, i guess i wont fail gua~ hope so lar~ xd

for now, i would like to enjoy my holidays~~~ lalalalalalaaaaaaa~

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一直跌到的仙人掌~hahahaa..cactus who always fall down~
2moro is 2nd last paper for tis week, finally..

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i miss my Diploma's life.. i miss those happiness times..i miss it much!~
i wish i could go back, whn d 1st day i enter to D2 class..
i dont knw wt happen between, but i hope tat.. we are stil friends..

1st but hope last

2day i finished my 1st paper at MMU..Computer Modelling, is ok for me.. i hope wont' fail this paper, bcoz i hate doing those revision 2 times. aft reached home, directly sleep to get back all my energy. For this several weeks, i almost slept aft 12am+.. is just bcom my habit aft being enter to MMU.. FCM students and i are complaint, no time for study, assignment hvnt finis until the day exam coming.. For me, stil got 1 assignment nit to do after exam, "exam coming, assignment hvnt complete, can go for exam de meh?" CAN..

Aft finished 1st paper, my mood all gone now.. how to do revision for the coming exam? it is continuously from monday to thursday.. what im doing now? today study for 2moro subject, 2moro study for next day subject, next day study for next next subject..

= IT IS SUCKS =

and these called my life for now..

isshhhh.. go bk study pls..

lol

im producing rubbish ...
pls bring along ur dustbin to collect my artwork..

photoshop

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HELP

silent

sometime, silent is quite use in between human and human~
tats why my blog is silent for moments...
im good now~
going to end my sem for the coming 4 more weeks...
bless me for the results, because my coursework quite sucks...
i still cant get myself into this situation...

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wahahaaa~ last minutes work again!! ....~ so fast one week mid term break is going to end up soon!~ which mean i nit to pass up my CSS assignment and blog journal. but than i hvnt done both of them yet. Since yesterday i accepted a job for doing poster and brochure, and the dateline will be on next week's time. Really hope that i can manage to finish all at time..

Abode Dreamweaver (CSS).. pls make urself as simple as ABC.. =] muacks

* looking forward for 2nite 5a7 gathering..~

- relax mode -

- relax mode for this week - is mid term break..

Never had such break when i was in TARC. Mayb because of Tarc is government college, time for them is important. They wont simply allow students to have break, so that they can end up the semester asap, they can enter another batch of students.

Mid term break, so assignment is not important for now. but.. Due to the dateline of my internet application assignment, force me to do assignment in my mid term break. Today is already thursday, i had wasted my 4days time. Actually for this morning, i want to start it and complete it so that i no need worry for my next coming days. But when i start to read and do so..i cant understand. (internet application" for doing a website for myself, adding CSS code for it). Coding, never ever think i can understand it while the code is just simple as A-Z alphabets. Do it make me stress? Sometime~sometime i jz felt it is hard to understand but i just cant get anyone to explain for me..

For me, i still need more time to get myself well in MMU. Different between college and University.

----------------------------------------my paper beg and I. hehe~done it before mid term break. And thank for my friend that captured this scene. How was it?
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format my laptop for purposely i want to format it. hahaa..never backup my file and i send my laptop to format. Luckily the guys helped me save my file before he press format. Here come with my Window 7..no more window XP. Still on progress to learn how to use Window 7, until now..i still dont know how to find my file and such blar blar in my laptop. @@'' but it look more clean and nice after my laptop been installed for Window 7.

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Thats all for today. I think i should start my assignment now.
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是时候我要改掉我的脾气？
好像出现问题了~
i think i should give up on that.
good than..

!!!

最近恋上一句话~

“沟通是门艺术”

觉得很实用~为什么人类会把沟通和艺术联想一起？~

因为一个感叹号而发生不必要得误会？感叹号只是把句子变成更完美！不好意识~

金鱼亲亲

得空到跑来这里钻~其实我很忙的咯~

2day finally our day to visit "batik house"..y to call batik house? bcoz it located in a house where it cant called as factory~and i did for my 1st batik canvas~sumore let me get to know more bout my classmates. actually they are quite nice/ friendly too..

- golden fish kissing golden fish =] -


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- allow me to stay longer, no matter what happen to me -
my mission [ somethings out of something ]

APA YOU MAU?!

how to draw a frog on driving motor?... do u think bout fashion when u look at it?...
can i draw a fashionable things like T-shirt without notice tat is related to fashion?...

OMG~no ideas bout my MI assignments!! help ~2moro nit to com out somethings to show to my lecturer, and i hvnt been thinking for those ideas..~"water without showing it is water", fashion without showing it is fashionable.. clue for us to think off the ideas -.-ll

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APA YOU MAU?!

*还是一样咯~这几天因该都会往这里钻!心情不好~

- Convo -

finally 2days more is my convo..
time for me to prove im graduated..
just got my convo grown yday, and the invitation card..
looking forward to this coming Sunday ...=]

*你的情绪影响了我*

20_birthday

is lazy to update my blog..~

by the way, im here now~

just passed my birthday..thxs for those who wish me and celebrated wit me ><

can i show picc without words? 3 cakes for this year birthday~
never make any wish..
is 2_ now.. time passed.. TT''
and i get little cactus frm my frens as my present..
.love it.
little cactus is going to show his ultra prevention to protect me against the laptop 辐射..
welcome little cactus..

thxs..

Cubic Tragedy

watch this, is fun~ my lecturer shown me

没有

明天就是第四个星期了~
还是没有跟上脚步的我~
好像有点想要放弃~

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但是没有放弃的理由，因为我还想要继续~
记得早点睡~明天九点课~
晚安~

*对了，我还没有买或复印我的课本，明天等着被骂~哈哈~*

textbook punya sai~

lame MMU -.-ll
i hv no any textbook, so the lecturer gv us 10minutes to buy a new textbook wit RM90+ or photostat it within 8minutes with over 250+ pages..

what the, now i am in another lab.. just bside my actual lab @@

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be quiet please...

22.06.2010 10.30am

o ya~ hapy birthday to my mummy~ =]

- stay pretty -

1 big family~

[ 3.06.2010-14.06.2010 ]

get back to last last week~ my aunty from australia came back malaysia to settle somethings, and she ll stayed here until last monday~ so ngam wit the time i started my uni, so i can accompany her.. she is just being nice with everyone..few days staying with her, keep shopping ..whn d time accompany her to shop, i bought a pepsi jeans ..argghhhh~ accompany her to shop but make me shop too~keep shopping until my another aunt complaint to me, i like" blar~let her, aus dolar spend in m'sia, it valuable.." 1day she visit to PD, i drove her down to PD, she advise me in manys, and advise me to get a bf, she ask wt kind of bf that i like?! lolss.. nvr feel like an aunt ll ask me this Q, bcoz can feel like space between them. but she just gv me the feel like sharing with a friend.. the night i accompany her to sleep~we share~ is sweet~

and then the another day~our family is hving a gathering to celebrate my big aunt birtday~

here there are, this is the aunt who share wit me

me and my cute grandpa

youngest with the birthday aunt~

me, my grandma and australia's aunt~

big family ><

before my aunt go back to australia, she invited me to go australia and she say can sponsor me the air ticket .. but due to some problems, i cant go..TT

hopefully next time?!~ and i gave her a big hug whn she go back to australia~ miss yiyi..~stay good in australia..hope to see you soon.. =]

Tarc 'X' MMU

just passed my 2nd week in being newbie in MMU..
do i manage to fix myself in the new place?
answer: NOoooooo

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is totally different and i cant get myself sesuai in MMU..~ Tarc X MMU..2nd week of class, i am totally behind from others. how mmu do teach their student? they ll just gv u a tutorial Q and ask u to follow the steps to complete all the tasks, **** i am noob in computer application, den i cant get what the lecturer wan from me TT'' i am just behind X10000 frm them.. b4 in tarc, lecturer ll teach you and explain proper to you before u strt ur task, but now..~understand it and complete it by ourself. OMG..~ and everything please get in MMLS (mmucyber website for students and lecturers) get our own notes+tutorial from there.. Zzzzz.. no more printing manager in my class >
and is just begin in 2nd week, next week ll b my 3rd week of studying there, hvnt get any assignment from the lecturers, sounds sooooooo freeeeeeeee~ =]

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BLESS ME FOR THE COMING DAYS

first day

seems everything settle in mmu jor..
today,
i started my class dy..
first day..
classmates looked friendly saja..
den ... 1st clas, drew our own logotype..
found tat our class got few vry geng de students..
hahaaaa
NOW
im looking forwards to the next class..

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i wish i may sucess in the next =]

070610

- i am back -
~ current status: MMU's student

so here i am.. finally im managed to get myself into MMU..

070610- 1st day of sch, get myself early in the campus, den pay fee + go here go there(some procedure)..so 2day i found tat actually mmu is not a big campus, compare to tarc, tarc is bigger~ but mmu's buildings is nicer..~

a then.. on the way go here n there..i saw my PD's frens~ den my mum's frens daughter, den my old buddies vivienne~ a gal never meet vry looooong ..luckily she stil recognise me ^^'' (prove tat MMU is small, bcoz just a day i may met dao all my frens)

*my buddies find me yamcha pls, seems we are in the same campus now...*

and notice tat they are hving online application timetable, choose ur timetable by ourself..damn chun~tis wan tarc nvr provide!~ hahaaa is bcoz tarc got huge pack of students, they realy cant provide tis online application timetable, if not i think website ll jam for few weeks!~ @@

so 2moro i ll strt my class.. hope everything goes on smoothly..~ pray hard for these happen to me~

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- my friend wish you get well soon asap, do take care yourself as well -

无言

* 明天我会回去tarc一趟，希望一切都顺利啦~ *

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好像不是很顺利咯~

每次回到tarc第一件事就是找parking！！！！真的不明白，为什么我们学校的车总是那么多车'ssssssss（需要加S，证明真的很多车）不停的绕绕绕，一个可以容下我恐龙车的位子都没有~然后决定放下我的朋友，叫他们去搞那些office的东西。我就继续绕~绕到我的油都慢慢没有~最后放弃找位子，而去了我朋友家拿东西给他~

tarc做东西真的没用，没有字可以形容~

lastly, they realy dont wan verify the results for us, on the way to office, meet my lecturer, ask her regarding tat tarc realy canot verify results for student de meh? blar blar blar~ keep complaining on her. finally she say can helps us ask the office, but even the lecturer 出面 ask them, they aso say canot verify, bcoz they just came out A NEW RULE= canot verify students results anymore. WTF wt rule is this?

然后去了mmu，把可以给他们的东西都交上了~

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过后，本来是去喝茶的，变成唱歌了~puchong IOI~
也许改天就是我们浪费时间的地方了~

续

一切一切都好像很顺利将~
是不是平静的以后，风浪更大？

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哈哈~原来平静后，果然风浪更大！

最近办入学很麻烦，两间学校都好像给了很多麻烦我们~其实麻烦好像只有tarc罢了~那天我说过，mmu hold our application due bcoz of results hvnt release, but than now results released dy, we canot get the results slip from tarc, they said canot provide us now..nit to wait until nxt month. so we required to print out the computer generated's results so that tarc can verify for us, den we may use tat results to register..but tarc said canot verify for us, bcoz they say "ma fan"..we got a bunch of people are requiring these from them..and~

* 明天我会回去tarc一趟，希望一切都顺利啦~ *

待~

开心的笑 =]

哒哒哒~今天成绩出炉了~

我毕业了啦~
我要谢谢我的妈妈爸爸，我的阿姨，我的表姐~
那年我选择放弃building's course的时候，
承受很多的压力（很多原因）
然后我需要打信申请停课，换去别的课程，
那时候我只会spell
Diploma In Mass Communication- graphic design
就写了这个课程的名字，因为我以为不可能能换到的
真的是这样~把信交上去后
我真的彷徨，一星期后学校尽然说能让我换课
然后第四个星期就顺利换course
就这样进入mass communication- graphic design

开始在第五个星期上课，
慢慢进入状况很快就这样两年了~
哈哈哈哈~那年许下的承诺，今天完成了~
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不好意识啦鳄鱼哥哥~今天我终于发现你的踪迹了。那天告诉我妈我看到鳄鱼，她不信我~今天终于让我拍下它的踪迹（因为去我的工厂会经过小湖，然后我每天经过都看看那湖，那天让我看到有鳄鱼）

相信了吧？

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然后我的家~
终于没有了动物园~变平了~没有了杂草~

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一切一切都好像很顺利将~
是不是平静的以后，风浪更大？

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- spending request -

curious on how com you are lost from my profile friend's list?
and i cant find/ view u from my list..
is that u delete me from your friend's list?
or accidentally i delete you from my list?
how come i cant view your profile, and there show "add as friend"
do u block me from that?
but my friend said if someone block you, we are totally cannot view/ find their profile..

so now means?
我们不是朋友了
.................
once again, i add u in ..
but it show,
- spending request -

weekly~

another week again~ lols~ stil got 2weeks i can spend my "holidays"~
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looking back~ last last week, SR wit my PD's jimui~ quite long ago tat we never gather out seems last cny?! i guess so~bcoz cny's time i went bali~so i missed the chance to hang out wit them. aft fetch them to SR, strted to talk talk talk~ bcoz tat kelly jz entered new college, so there ll b many news frm her~.. sweet chats wit them!~ since form 3 kelly n i studied in the same class, but tat time not vry ngam wit her~ jz heard tat she is tat kind of "open minded" ppl~can talk some over range's topic wit u~ den the kah ching knew her since kindergarden, den secondary sch we studied differnt sch, but after form 4, she shifted to my sch~met her again.. -.-ll

like this we started our stories~bcoz my class only 5 chinese girls~ so it bcom 5 gossip girls in the class~ another girl she went practical jor!~ is hardly to meet her once, but our relationships seems nvr end~ will always remind her tat WE ARE STIL MISS HER MUCH~kelly, kah ching n me >

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15th is pasar malam day in lukut, so willing to go pasar malam wit my frens~ all guys in the whole geng -.-ll im the only girl in there..~ sometime quite "....." wit my geng in PD~no girls are comin out when we r hving gathering..im the only girl ~ haiyo~

den tis few days keep yamcha wit them. one of my frens vry curious bout his results~bcoz he resit 3 subs in tis final sem.. wt can i say to him is..~ gaoyao lar~wat aso canot change jor!~ jz wait for the results to release.. (i can understand ur feels) den another frens say tat he wan to quit his studies jor~bcoz he failed n nit to repeat..~ he told me tat he put effort on it, but lastly aso failed.. he said" study many aso no use, nxt time graduated, he ll helps his dad in the shop too" omg~tis is wt some ppl's mind~ but for me, im totally ignore tis kind of things happen wit me..
lastly** for both of them: cheers~ =] dnt wory for the results. and for you: think properly b4 u quit ur study~ **

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next pls~

aiks~ step_ing into MMU soon..
- but half way now-

i jz pass d registration form yday.. hahahaa~ but hor~ MMU hold up my application tis morning.. -.-ll bcoz they wan my Diploma's transcript for that request, tapi Tarc 20th jz release my result, so i need to wait until 20th of May n MMU kindly hold my application until end of this month..

2nd time went to MMU, im lost on the way~

duhh~ cyberjaya realy a dead town..no food around~no fool around~no entertainment around~ after pass up d form, i lost direction whn im going bk to serdang.. turn round n round at thr~ after 2rounds, luckily i found bk my direction.. lols~

after tat helped my frens look hse nearby serdang's area~
-- can i stay along?--
... mayb whn d time i didnt hv car~ den i tumpang tinggal?!.. ** jk

so now is waiting (wasting time) until 20th, going bk to tarc to take results..~
actually quite miss_ed tarc..~
MY OPINION: tarc tak boleh compare with with other colleges..~ =]

别吓我，我胆小

-currently hving nightmare-

好像真的很可怕的感觉。

故事梦境大纲：

第一天，梦见我很久很久没有见面的朋友，
（以前可以算是很好的朋友，后来没有见面）
和那位好朋友放学后去广场逛逛，
然后遇到别的朋友，
突然间我那位好朋友就失踪，好像走失了。
然后我们很紧张的寻找她。
过后，我那位好朋友从一间店走出来。
看到她时，她变成马来人了！
带tudung，变黑黑，很像马来人。
惨~我的朋友~变成马来人。
吓死~然后就起身了。


第二天，
梦见 McDonalds 出现，McDonalds在搞buffet.
煮出来的食物不用钱~
但不是burgers, frieds, nudgets
反而是青菜，鱼~
一切切都不属于McDonals的食物出现在我梦中~
奇怪~
然后梦见我的姨丈（现在在澳洲住），
竟然也回来和我一起吃McDonals的buffet。


第三天，
梦见我的弟弟去马来校读书，还住asrama，
其实现实我的弟弟是在独中读书，（华校生）
但~突然间变成马来学校~
他还说了一大堆，
当我去学校找他的时候，
他学校发生地震。
-.-ll
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什么哦？我发生什么事情了？

no more study meh?

since last Tuesday i went out with my friends, i came back to PD~ and i will stay here until i start my college again? my uncle ask me:'' stay office growing mushrooms again?'' (means nothing to do just sit to take care the shop). Everyday on9_ing. Everyday eat_sleep_eat_watch TV. duhh~ i dont want these kind of life.

1 week almost asked by surrounding people, "no more study meh?'' ME answered: '' hahaha..no lar!~ graduated ready, waiting for my results". Them:" so is helping ur mum in office lar? good lar~help parents, no need study anymore" ME:" hahahahaa.. no lar!~ (...) fuck u all~im not willing to stay PD for my whole life. can i go study to run away from all of this?

- DO NOT COP ON ME THAT I REALY NEED TO STAY HERE TO HELP MY PARENTS-
-你们越说，我越想逃-

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advance? degree? degree? advance?

argghhhh~ burst with both of this! do i realy need to choose? actually i studied 2 yrs Diploma in tarc, canot say i didnt gain any knowledge frm tarc, i gained. From 0-5~ i know what i needed now~ what is Graphic Design. actually i do realy like to study what im study_ing now~ but time flied. Finished! to avoid staying in PD~ i choose to further study. at first im decided to continue advance diploma in tarc, but my frens say worst to stay back in tarc, bcoz what they teach is basic only. what we gained is basic too. we cant cari makan after we are going to work soon. ( im realy with this statement -.-ll) so another suggestion is MMU, which is degree. that day we went and ask for our course outline. i found is quite good.

MMU- 3yrs degree. 6sems to study, more focus on design's work. almost full coursework.
Tarc- 2yrs advance diploma, 4sems to study, half theory half design's work, last 3months go oversea to get degree.

i dont know i want to choose which college, bcoz my frens tat going to MMU is mostly guys. only me and another girl is intend to go there. 其实我很害怕，因为新的环境。我必须从新开始，也许以前刚开始选课的时候。进到班上没有一个女生，全部都是男生。那种恐惧深深影响了我~所以从此有点害怕自己一个人。对不起，我必须承认这是事实。

going to MMU, we need to get prepare with our portfolio (what we did etc drawing, design or any else related to design). i hv checked bk n found all my drawings. i realy did learned somethings from tarc. hahaha.. i found bk my 1st sem drawing, it wrote there "new student". hahaa.. stil fresh in my mind. whn d 1st time i entered my class. =] it is a sweet memories.

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lalalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. help me pls~ -.-ll

done

actually im nt prepared to blog anythings here~
what i want to say is~
im graduated!~ since d exhibition finished, i was free~

what was sad is~ D2 are going to separate~
TT''


- D2, Fui -

for you..! fucker

damn pissed off you..! dont think you are only the one who manage to complete all the work! fuck you gao gao! if u think you manage to get it successfully, dont think of it! because of your "brillant" brain?! TOTALLY NOT.. is because of your fucker face! if u able to complete it by yourself, go ahead! dont beg people on helping you!!! fuck you!

after ask people, then ask people "GI GAT"! walao.. because that is your friends! you wan your face only!!! fuck you.. damn u !!!!!!!!!!!!!! arghhhhhhhhhhhh... how com i ll be the same group with you?! because your fucker face!! people dont agree you to enter our group, u urself said we want u to join us!!!! damn all.. whole class are looking see who wan you!!! say many reasons because you dont wan people to hardly accept you, is people dont wan u to join them!!!


damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.....


6.04.10 -8.05pm-

ended..

我只能说，我很忙..
最后一个星期了~尽量享受快乐的时光~

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还有，对不起...
请原谅我的脾气...
我；让我们不快乐~

-还有不舍-

markers =]

lalalalaaaaaaaa...~

a frens asked me in msn, how com i look so free? no assignment to do kah? how com his frens (same course wit me) seems so many work to do? i answered: " i got many works to do too, but i didnt do only ma~.. "

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Just realize that:

慢工出细活 + with my nice mood..

i may did some nice works too~ sendiri ss lar!~ hahaaass~ but it do realy work for me..

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lalalalaaaa.. i just complete my marker's work! due to d lecturer, our works have been rejected by her "flower" -.-ll .. she wrote big big at there, R.E.D.O.. omg!~ like small kids..
almost whole class kena her cop, REDO.. den passed d 2nd work for her, aft tat is 3rd work...
can see the up wan thr?? can b improve =) ** shit .. down is my 3rd work, hvnt pass up wan!!~ hopefully she wont reject tis time, n write nonsense in my paper.. -.-ll but compare d 3, realy got differnt hor? skills improved! sometime redo aso bolehlah~ tapi mau tengok result lar!~~~

another boleh hor?!~ ... i used all my eyes energy to color wan ~

so aft color in tis few days, i may thanks to my markersssss, fully support on my works.. (some is my frens de, v r sharing =] )and then formed tis,=]

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yeo's called me on last thurs!~ hehee.. finally got sound frm them.. and than, look forward, stil got 2weeks we will definitely finish our 2 years Diploma In Mass Communication, Graphic Design.. time flies~ =]

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Sekian, Terima Kasih..

my business or urs?

damn tired..~ keep doing assignments+ homeworks like non of my business~ thinking for ideas? actually do i consider as designer? should i hv 滔滔不绝 de ideas pour out frm my brain? duhh.. damn fcking sien wit it!~

do i realy love with what im doing rite now? b4 sleep is my business, 1 day no enough sleep, like whole day die_ing, my art teacher curse me tat i cant control myself to do my assignment over 12am.. now i think i may answer her loudly tat, ur student ME nowadays sleep in non of my business dy!!! sleep just litle water in the part of my life.. assignment train me no need sleep!...

hahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~ fcking ur mum bud! -.-ll (sory for tat inconvenience)

i just a normal human, i want to explore my feelingssss...
PS** lame english, coz i hv no more "brain water" to think for my proper english..

im student frm................

".... can u pass me to PR's department plsssss? regarding to the sponsorship.."

" helo..good afternoon~ im a student calling from Tarc college, eeee im doing a final project for my commercial sub, we will set up booth and promote local brand of product, we r looking for sponsorship..hmm.. do ur company willing to sponsor us?............

tis is wt i did for few days, keep looking for sponsorship.. at 1st we alrdy choose Beryls's choco as our product, we nvr knw tat we need to get d confirmation frm the company tat they r willing to sponsor us! and than we jz can present our idea to d lecturer! so things happen.. crashed idea wit others class's group..~ -.-ll is fate or shit? den look for positive way.. bcoz Beryl's got 2 branches, so i go 1, u go 1..fair n square!

..... call n meet up wit them! ....
WE: we r frm tarc college, doing final blar blar blar~~~....looking for sponsorship..
BERYL: sory bout tat, we didnt do any sponsorship, coz less production, sumore.......... blar!
WE: .........................
BERYL: what we can do is gv u discount, 15%!!!!!!! others ppl only 5% ........
WE: .....................(open mouth) ><'' ok lur.. nvm! thank you.. *smile wit sadness face* leave beryl's with full of disappointed, how com?! arhgggghhh.. other class tat went KL branch can get fully sponsor! but we........... TT'' so now we r keep thinking of which brand is willing to do sponsor for us.. is for education purpose lar eeee~ can let ppl to know more bout ur product le! ........ email few companys aft these, Yeo's, Munchy( another group did too) and ice blended (dont know wt brand).. so what to do now? is to wait.. wait reply frm them.. hopefully! i can get YEO's.. den i mai treat my classmates drink Yeo's 1st =] ------------------------------------------------------------------------------- o lalalalaaaaaa...b4 tat! my results is released 2day.. feel nervous to listen to my results? actually im hving class at morning, so i didnt check my result 1st..bt in class, some of my frens alrdy checked.. their results is not bad! even 1 of my frens aso fulled B (always ponteng wan).. how com i ll lost her ( always attend wan ^^)? ... aft i checked it, wit my little smart of last sem.. my results is fulled wit B s too~(B-, B+ and B) lalalaalaaaaaa.. my diploma last sem is save!!!! heheheeee.... i knw i ll pass wan, bcoz im smart =] **and than all my best frens passed too, congratz la..~ weeeee~**

没有天没有夜

do anythings changed between us?
how com i think tat we are totally different from before and now?
u may tell me if i do anythings wrong.. so now what can i do is act nothing happen, mayb i can maintain our friendship until the last..
is hard to get a frens, but is easily to lost a frens too..

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return to my last week's time, full wit assignment briefing..~ quite excited lur! bt a bit dissapointed too...
2 subjects in the last sem: exhibit design n commercial design~ exhibit full coursework, commercial gt exam!!!!!! whn i heard it, my eyes aso bcom big.. @@'' how com gt exam? i thought full coursework for both sub TT'' sumore commercial is tat evil woman teaches us, will she lets us go at the end? .....(explanation bout evil woman: a woman lecturer who always broke her promises, approved ur ideas at first, banned ur ideas at last.. she have her own ways, never listen to students! nit to listen wt she say.. late class started, early class dismissed)
so due to my little explanation bout her, will u think that she will let us pass our exam easily??

exhibit design assignment: build a model of sports equipment exhibit hall into mini size, somethings like interior..wow~ i never knw bout interior, so ll b tough for us to build it...

commercial design: set up booth for last project, promote it n get the sponsorship.. if not, vomit own pocket money to complete it.. (temporary product is Beryl's Chocolate, do heard of it? local choco product)

now my days morning n noon will b in sch, nite will b in room~没有天没有夜 =]

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** i got my car sticker dy~ finally can drive into the coll, is such a cool things.. no nit think off parking problems, time arrangement n MPPJ**

friend stand for what?

what the fcuk, please respect me as ur friends ...
- damn -

1/03/2010

开学咯~终于肯回去读书了！什么烂借口，新年没过完就不能去上课吗？但学校偏偏就把开学时间放在新年的中间。就借用借用这借口咯~

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finally i visited my cousin's baby in johor!~ omg.. tat baby called me "表阿姨" -.-'' m i too old for tat? she is cute lar eee~ her eyes is big! den get some angpau b4 cny end~



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jz started 1 lecturer in 2day, 20min lecturer~ damn weird! -.-'' oya~ i gt my car sticker jor!~ took frm ppl, bt realy apologize to tat girl, mayb bcoz of me, u made tat small accident! im vry sory bout tat..


freeking damn hot now, so im no mood to continue...

**2010年已经没有两个月了~还有十个月~我应该做些什么？

熟悉的陌生人

突然间看了你的部落格后~

想起我们还真的蛮久没有见面~
以前是如此好朋友的关系~
是我发了神经~
把我们的关系搞砸了~
从此以后~
我们也再不是好朋友了·


想起当时的我们~
和今天的我们~

- 如此熟悉却陌生 -

你的生日要到了~
想起是时候主动和你联络~
因为难得建起的友谊，
不想就这样~
消失在千年以前~

我珍惜

因为我们是熟悉的陌生人~

新年之我

so do strt wit my new year activities, b4 cny..

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12.02.10
went movie wit soo hua n han yieng, she alrdy asked me for few times to watch movie wit her, bt i nit to fetch her, reason: bcoz i got car.. ZZzz.. watched 72 Tenants of Prosperty, funny movie!~ im enjoyed wit them, bcoz keep booming frm them~...~nvr look down on them of their booming's skill!~ will willing to out wit them again!~ tat girl say to me, my blog fulled of words bt no photos..><'' **photo took frm soo hua's blog, coz she nvr gv me tat copy ==ll**
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13.02.10 do some decoration in my door..~nvr had reunion dinner wit anyone, jz simple dinner wit my dad, mum bros in hse.. night yamcha wit frens!~ 3 smokers sit wit me, damn..~ bt i saw 2 persons while im yamcha_ing!~.. is he n he.. a guys nvr see 1yr+ is H.S~ he changed his hair, lolx.. he din recognise me!~ nvm.. another he, he saw me.. -------------------------------------------------------

14.02.10 - 18.02.10

wakeup early in the morning, to go airport.. going bali!~ phew..reached bali around 12pm+~ jz go out frm d airport, walao eeeee~ damn super HOTTTttttttt~~ felt like cooking myself!~ around 35*C hot is bali.. ==ll jz reached bali den raining, 1 plan cancelled bcoz of raining!~ den ate dinner.. 2nd day, wakeup early too, strted wit those tour spot, cooking myself under d hot sun wit 35*C!~luckily my mum asked me to bring those short pants. i saw an uncle in my team wearing long batik shirt n long pants, suddenly i think to ask him: "hey uncle do u feel hot? is 35*c.." bt i din ask him at last!~ impression of bali: road small (d bus driver is damn geng, he drove d bus is jz like driving car, 1 small road 2 big buses), food no nice (almost fried food, cant find chilli in bali, dnt think to find nasi lemak at thr), money too big value ( they spend smallest value is Rupiah 1000, biggest value is 100000) i cant even knw how to pay whn im holding my Rupiah money, 1 hand holding fon to count how much convert into RM, 1 hand holding money count thr gt how many "0" on it.. Rupiah 1juta is our rm 35!~ 1 juta @@'' tour spot is quite nice, been to many place tat v nvr find in m'sia~!

hahaax.. as i wished b4 i go bali, hopefully to find a lengzai tat same tour wit me, no gf on valentine n acc his family go trip on cny!~

I FOUND HIM IN MY TRIP.. only a guy, canot say he is lengzai, jz "zai"..

i curi curi tangkap him ==ll he is bringing his DSLR.. phew =] he is cool~ bt nvr talk wit him TT''
so wit my tour leader frm m'sia, a young guy too~ 23yrs old, KDU's student.. he is a smoker, so nvr think of him..

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19.02.10

my grandpa, grandma n aunt visited on us in PD~ bringing tat small baby chi kent ^^ he is bigger now!~



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20.02.10

ask my ji mui to com out bai nian, bt no wan hiu me ><'' luckily stil gt vern acc me!~ v go jia hong's hse, soo hua's hse n wai soon's hse!~ is to get angpau n gambling~~ wahahahxx~ i won almost rm45++~ b4 goin soo hua's hse, ABC wit vern n her..~aft tat go her hse, found vern n soo hua r wearing same shoes, bt differnt color..~next destination go waisoon's hse gambling!~ playing tat "all in" lolx..make me heart attack gaogao!~ luckily nvr lost money on tat game.. no photo on gambling, bcoz polis tangkap lar~

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so tis consider my new year activities lur~ macam ni lah!~ act 2day is 1st week of sch, bt heard like nobody attending .. so i folo big team, nt goin too~

buai~